time

I get unsettled by the ticking of a clock..when people say "wow 2010 is almost over" I start to panic.  Am I the only person feels like life is rushing by ... as Anna Nalick's song "Just Breathe" where it says "life's like an hour glass glued to the table".  If I start to think about growing old, or a scary thought not so old.  I've seen young people, middle aged people, and senior citizens die.  Of all varying problems... accidents, illness, and age.  Everyone usually says the same things "everything happens for a reason" or "I wish I would have talked to him/her more" "I wish I would have done ____ different".  Does anyone else panic that they aren't doing and saying enough to everyone in their life every day?  It seems I think more about losing someone day to day then most.  Are you doing everything you can do with this life?  The people that I know that are dead would "die to have more time"-it takes losing life to realize we just want the simple things...I remember my mom telling me "I just want to get up get in my truck and go visit with friends drink a beer and laugh at some jokes".."I just want to go to work tomorrow, Katie never complain about having to go to work because it's all I want to do right now".  People bitch and bitch and bitch about stupid crap daily it seems like nothing is ever good enough for anyone...the person in front of you drives too slow, your co-worker is annoying you, you have to much work to do, your kids are annoying you, you have to do laundry....why not I wonder if the person infront of me is having a bad day, maybe I should try to get to know my co-worker more, I am physically able to do "work", I have kids to love they still have me we still have each other, I have clothes to wear.... nothing is ever good enough for people--people think I'm weird because I'm so layed back & I don't care about too much-well I think they're weird for taking life so seriously..as my favorite quote says "why take life so seriously, nobody gets out alive anyway"

don't even get me started on everything happens for a reason.  I won't try to sway anyone's opinion on that-not my intention-I never see a reason for anything just an outcome of what we make a situation.